i.ma
A year-long, highly curated small group exploring foundational awareness practices and the root modalities that cultivate presence.
session 01
April 7-15, 2026 | Todos Santos, BCS Mexico
Here’s the deal…
I’ve been trying for years to find a way to share the things I learned while living at Esalen and in the strange, beautiful years that led me there… and to rebuild the kind of practice community that shaped me. Something real. Something alive. Something we can carry into our actual lives instead of isolating on retreat.
The truth is there’s nowhere to study these foundational modalities at depth unless you take the courses to become a practitioner or you’re willing to disappear into a long term residential program.
This is an attempt to create that depth , offer something new — but woven into real life and applicable every day.
If this is interesting to you, keep reading and then call me.
This is not for the casual seeker…
This is designed to expand awareness. I have no doubt that will happen.
But to be clear: this will not fix your life.
This is not a workshop for patching up problems.
It’s a way to cultivate deep presence. And it will for sure get weird.
Powerful practices are simple.
Simple, inquiry-based practices help us become present for longer stretches of time. They expand the field of awareness so we actually notice more of what is happening, as it’s happening.
That’s it.
Our guide is inquiry into what is true - right now - through a range of modalities.
What will we be doing?
Our aim is simple: become more aware, more often, with an expanding quality.
We’ll study five core modalities, each offering a different doorway into awareness and each useful at different moments in life.
Every session explores the interplay of multiple modalities. Together they help us engage body, mind, heart, and breath into the present.
And we’ll do all of this in relationship because, well — life happens with other humans.
Self and Relational Inquiry - Foundations rooted in Integrative Gestalt
Practice.
Movement - Inspired by the work of Gabriel Roth and other
movement-based meditations.
Touch - Drawing from Esalen Massage®️, Deep Bodywork®️, Presence-based Touch, and hands-on awareness practices.
Breath - Influenced by Holotropic Breathwork and other conscious breathing modalities.
Stillness - Grounded in Insight and Zen meditation.
This isn’t a workshop, a method, peak experience or a ceremony aimed to create an altered state and fleeting results...
I don’t have any more time for that.
The Format
1 Year — 20 Participants — Invitation Only
Session 1
Todos Santos
April 07 - 15, 2026
8 Nights
Session 2
TBD - Group Decision
~Aug - Oct 2026
5 Nights
Session 3
Esalen Institue
~Dec - Feb 2026/7
10 Nights
With 9 monthly virtual sessions between the 3 in-person immersions
Session Breakdown
Each in-person session builds on the last. We’ll work experientially and philosophically across all modalities, with certain sessions going deep into specific ones.
All in-person gatherings are elevated with exceptional food, beautiful accommodations, meaningful experiences, and enough spaciousness to tend to life and to each other.
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We’ll focus on landing Relational Inquiry as a root practice. We’ll cover a base level experiential understanding of all 5 modalities.
We’ll leave with core foundational language, understanding, skills and shared container. This the the practice that creates our foundation and can be felt in all your relationships in life - immediately. -
In this section we’ll go deeper into breath, movement and integrated somatics.
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Our longest and most in depth section we’ll tie it all together into depth. Our modality of focus takes the most care as it is the culmination of relational presence with others. Touch - we’ll move from basic anatomy, to energetic systems and education into complete present touch. Expect to truly understand how powerful this work can be in all areas of life.
Many of these practices have been lost to trends or frozen in time. They never evolved with the moment.
Fortunately there are a handful of extraordinary humans who studied with the original founders of these modalities and have continued evolving the work for decades — some for more than forty years.
Who is leading this?
This initiative and experience is led by me, Zach Bell. This isn’t a business venture for me, it’s deeply personal and something I’ve genuinely longed for myself and for the people I love the most to experience. I am putting core energy into making this happen becuase I know it can only happen if a truly special collection of humans says yes.
Our Lead Facilitators and Teaching Faculty for the first gathering are Perry and Johanna Holloman.
Perry will hold the container for teaching all modalities, crafting the curriculum and holding the group field across all practitioners.
Whitney Bell will be leading serval segments and we’ll be joined by additional modality leaders throughout.
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They have been studying, living and teaching the root modalities of awareness at Esalen since the 1970’s. They are the founders of Deep Bodywork, Integrative Gestalt, Hologenic Breath, and Integrative Somatic Practices. They have worked, studied and taught with most the top teachers birthed from the last generation and are possibly the first living lineage carriers of a complete body of work that changed the world in the 1960’s.
They are the teachers of many of the top young professional facilitators, bodyworkers and integrative somatic therapists. They tend to spend their limited time in depth practice training other teachers.
It is unique to get to experience Perry in this way. -
I’ll play two roles:
The first, is the one you already know — gathering the most special humans I know, bringing in the right leaders and content at the right moments, and shaping the experiential details that make things unforgettable.
The second, I can’t wait for you all to understand this side of me and the work I’ve been studying for the last 20 years. -
Whitney Bell will be present with us for most of our journey in both leadership and supporting roles.
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We’ll be joined by specific modality leaders for each relevant section. Some will be available to us the entire time and others will join for specific sessions.
There’s an entire body of work that burst to life between the 1950s and 1970s — a strange golden era where explorers suddenly had access to ancient wisdom traditions, depth psychology, somatic disciplines, and spiritual technologies from around the world, all at once. Out of that collision came hundreds of “new” modalities, each named, taught, patented, and marketed as its own thing.
But if you zoom out far enough, they all point to the same foundation: awareness, presence, and the simple question of how close we can stay to this moment, right now.
This has never been taught as a unified practice.
Historically, you only accessed it by studying this modality, then stumbling into that one, following some teacher who followed another teacher who followed a dream.
Our experiment is to braid them together.
These modalities became the soil of the Human Potential Movement. Each teacher popularized one thread, one technique, one entry point. But taken together, they form a single school of thought — a body of work we can finally see more clearly, sixty years later, after decades of cultural impact.
Some names you might recognize:
Fritz Perls, Dick Price, Alan Watts, Abraham Maslow, Stanislav Grof, Gabrielle Roth, Moshe Feldenkrais, Al Huang, Joseph Campbell, Will Schutz, Dr. John Upledger, Charlotte Selver — and many more.
Each is a chapter. Together they’re the book. This is our attempt to read — and practice — the whole thing.
Where does it come from?
Who is this for?
Your past at least some version of level one Vipasna-wasca.
You’ve done Hoffman — or at least know a dozen people who have — and shockingly, none of you are fully fixed.
You’re a deeply curious, committed human who suspects the real stuff is simple, not branded.
You’re aware that peptides will not help you find God, even if you can hold a 3-minute cold plunge while bathed in red light.
A sound ceremony once changed your life (for a few weeks, at minimum).
At least three people you know recently started offering “professional healing journeys” involving drugs.
You smiled at most of these lines. But one of them was a little close to home.
If this feels like your world, it probably is.